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Tuesday, August 28th, 2007

Subject:you can not do that it breaks all the rules you learned in school.
Time:10:16 am.
im listening to jefferson airplane. i want to get high.

so i still have an hour before my next class.
here's my sched (stupid but it's the only way it would work)

7:45 - 9:00
intro into college


11:00 - 12:45
intermeidet algebra


2:50 - 4:05
dance/stretch/pilaties/yoga



i am going to be so bored between classes. or i will get all of my homework done while at school. hrmmm it will be interesting.
Comments: ride the south texas deathride.

Thursday, May 10th, 2007

Subject:good luck on your finals everyone
Time:12:26 pm.
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Tuesday, May 1st, 2007

Time:12:32 pm.
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Time:12:17 pm.
so i have a math test today. i think i am ready.
i studied all last night, woke up early and studied more!!!!

i am thinking of taking my c test after my math test, just to get it out of the way. i will talk to katie and gabe about that.. see how late i will really be getting off and if i have a chance to hang out with katie today.

tomorrow, i have my second training shift (i have started to train all new comers on the host stand) the thing about tomorrow is that it is the first train so that means it is the most important, most information, and the most stressful.
so after all my tests, i will go home and study for all that...


i think my brain needs a vaca
Comments: ride the south texas deathride.

Thursday, April 5th, 2007

Subject:we dont talk too much about it.
Time:3:18 pm.
so my paper is finished, right at the end of 3 pages... wich is good, it will be easy to expand to 8. yay!!!!

now i can go and study math for 2 1/2 or 3 hours... YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



so excited.
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Monday, March 5th, 2007

Time:4:21 pm.
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Subject:stupid bitch
Time:1:18 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
so i go to answer my phone while i am in the computer lab. i am actually being nice by stepping out side to talk, and what hapens when i am gone?? the bitch next to me steals the computer's head phones. now i cant listen to my pandora... what a bitch
Comments: 2 texans - ride the south texas deathride.

Tuesday, January 23rd, 2007

Subject:But this makes me feel better
Time:12:20 pm.
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Saturday, January 20th, 2007

Time:11:21 am.
i dont know why i always bitch about him when i get on lj.

maybe it's because i know he will never see it. maybe it's because i really dont get to bitch about him when i need to.

our relationship is really not all that bad.
thats why it's only in a blue moon that i write in here. (or when i am in dallas or when i am at school)

im going to go see mema again today. i wonder if she will remember that i came by last night.
for all the mema details go to myspace

daddy should be coming home any second. he went early this morning to do a side job for extra money. then we will go. i am going to take as many pictures as possible.
Comments: 3 texans - ride the south texas deathride.

Thursday, December 7th, 2006

Subject:i kick so much ass!!!
Time:12:38 pm.
Mood: excited.
so i have been terribly worried for the last week:
i only have 1 class left before the final. and i was about 4 hours behind on homework. and then studying for the final on top of that... damn.

but this morning gabe had to be at work at 7 so we decided to go to McDonalds and 6:30... yes. i was up at 6:00 this morning. i sat in that damn mcdonalds til my homework was finished. (i have no where to be, i still have over an hour before class starts) it took 4 hours. but i am finally finished. all i have to do is the review workbook and whatever homework he gives tonight.

i am so fucking happy though!

so my plan today is, go to class - call mom and dad about test scores - go to gabes house and chill with him til about 5:30 when i leave for work - i get off at 9:45.

i am so releived.

i just got a call that the cd that i ordered about a month ago is in the store and ready for me to come and get it!!!! YAY i love my HAIR cd! now i just need to get a portable cd player and i will be set.
Comments: 1 texan - ride the south texas deathride.

Thursday, November 9th, 2006

Subject:waiting for class to start.
Time:1:27 pm.
i should be typing a paper for class.
i should be getting my stuff together and leaving this computer lab.
but for some reason i cant

it's my lazy frumpy day. my god i look like shit.
i dont have to work which means i am in jeans. and my hair is a mess. i didn't even wash my hair, or brush it for that matter. i just pulled it back. i am so tired. if i had just fallen asleep during the movie last night, but there was a hot guy on it (and gabe wanted it for the hot chick) so i stayed up to see him (the hottie in the movie not gabe) save the day. or night - they were vampires.

i want a mexican martini. i want to get plastered. and stoned. but i have no money and no pot. so what is a sober girl to do?
Comments: 3 texans - ride the south texas deathride.

Thursday, November 24th, 2005

Subject:stuffed.
Time:7:33 pm.
Mood: amused.
so i am at dads

AND BY THE WAY I HAVE THE NOTEBOOK!

and i just stuffed my ass full of food for more than 6 hours. just keep going back to the "buffet" and pick out another peice of pie or get another plate-full.

the best part man is my neice was one of the first people here and she didn't recognize me but she's 2 so thats ok. and i'm blonde so ... anyway when someone said "look breeana it's aunt danya" she threw her arms out to hold on to me.

i have this evil plan. and it is truely evil: i am going to spoil those kids (my stepsister is pregnant) to the best of my ability. i am not going to let them forget about me. i will just keep sending packages as long as i am in different place. i hope her new baby is a boy.

anyway i am just trying to waste time. i am really tired but its 7:40 fuck. i just want to sleep but then i will just sleep til 2 and then i wont get back to sleep and i will be in a shithole tomorrow when i am going shopping with my mema.

OH i got a new digital camera yesterday. well it's an early xmas gift. very early. but i love it. it does video and everything. yay!

i am going to go write almost exactly what i just wrote into the notebook so those of you who get it have to read this twice HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Comments: 2 texans - ride the south texas deathride.

Thursday, March 17th, 2005

Subject:day after day
Time:10:50 pm.
so tomorrow is the last day on the ship. -sigh- it has been the most relaxing time of my life and i have almost 7 rolls of film to prove it.

we were in costamya today? i'm not sure all i know is that i bought about 10 pipes. and a jacket about pot. ha!

and the cuttie from the movies? yea when i was walking from the town to the boat i found him shitfaced drunk so i helped him in... in the rain. and all he wanted to do was dance in the rain.

i dropped him off at his aunts room expecting not to see him untill tomorrow but come 7:30 when the movies start there he is. and that is how it always is. we "find" eachother at the movies.

p.s. his name is ryan.


i hate getting sea sick.

oh yea on another cruise ship docked next to ours a naked man waved his penis at me...
Comments: 4 texans - ride the south texas deathride.

Tuesday, March 15th, 2005

Subject:burnt like toast
Time:8:24 pm.
today we went to the beach in ... well i'm not sure close to mexico? i dont know but i got sunburned sooooooooo bad. mainly because i was too ocupied with drinking my margaritas to notice that i should reaply my loation.

i believe this is my 3rd night on the boat. and sadly there is no midnight movie under the stars. i have been addicted to them. last night they played MEAN GIRLS and the night before was the VILLAGE so you can imagine how blissfull i am right now.

did you know that it is .35$ per min. to be on this damn computer? well i dont give a shit because it's charging it to my room and my room is in my uncles name HA!

so i did do a typical spring break thing. i participated in what was called the WILD WACKY POOL GAMES but you know it was just relays in the pool and stuffing fruit in bathing suits. (i got 3 in mine)

we go to dinner at the same place every night and we have the same waiter. Julian from Poland. anyway he wants to meet me at 11 tonight at the front of the boat when a movie is going on. i dont know what to think. i dont know what to do. i have been meeting a guy at the movies for the entire trip at the movies who is actually my age and knows how to speak english. no offence to julian because he is so fucking funny. i just dont have a good feeling about him you know?

tomorrow is the day i beilve we are going snorkeling. but all i really want to do right now is get on solid ground- it must be strong winds because we are rocking like a toy boat in a tub.
Comments: 1 texan - ride the south texas deathride.

Saturday, February 5th, 2005

Subject:[time is on my side]
Time:6:35 pm.
i just got off of work- well i got off an hour and 1/2 ago but yea...

today was so busy and crazy and i dont know- i am just so worn out man. mardi gras weekend can bite my ass.

so i have the dates for my cruise- mar 10 - 20th.

i have saved so much money like my last 3 checks for this damn trip. i might pick up some souviners for a lucky few.... hrmmm who is on my good side. *wink*

anyway. i think im too gone to think.
Comments: 4 texans - ride the south texas deathride.

Saturday, January 8th, 2005

Subject:corley is the angle of truth
Time:6:27 pm.
i only got through half of corley's latest undate before i started crying.
but because i'm not listed as her friend yet.... i couldn't reply to her post.

oh yea poor me.

anyway it was a complete discription of a moment inside our old theatre. i could see the stage and feel the chair i was walking in there for a moment as well. and i just started to bawl. i remember my first time to look at that stage. i was in awe of everything that it represented. the future. the fame. the dream.
and now when i think back to it. i see a family. i see a home. i see a passion.

see here i go with the crying.

so far this year kicks all kinds off ass. so many things have gone in favor of me. and now i dont know what to do.

the only thing that hasn't changed one bit are my anxiety attacks. they hurt me so much. i think i scared the fuck out of dad when he was trying to comfort me during one.
i have to go before i start crying again
Comments: 2 texans - ride the south texas deathride.

Friday, December 17th, 2004

Subject:[so they could watch all around and talk while they read and they knew nothing of love]
Time:9:52 pm.
so tonight was the small dad family xmas and my birthday/graduation.

i got my own dvd player and a new stero for my car (it was stolen)

we went to the flea market today and made a killing. i spent about $70. i know i can't believe it. katie will be happy

so this trip has been weirdly ok. i had dreaded it so much. and now nothing has happened. but im still not letting myself get my hopes up because everything has been kosher so far. there has to be a reason i was dreading it. well- katie had a good point. for an entire year i had to keep myself "safe" so now that i have nothing to hide maybe i feel like they will find out what a horrible little child i am....

my neice is awesome tho. she is beautiful with little blonde curls. perfect ones too. and she's sweet. and she gets so excited. and she loooooooves spongebob. and she calls me danya its so cute. i love her.

i feel like ive gained 10000000000000000000 pounds. all we do here is eat. damn. and i know that they dont exercise so much so how are they not sofa sized by now? how am i not?

i must be off to bed now. i have another xmas day tomorrow. maybe ill get a pony.
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004

Subject:[i'm gonna be a celebrity - that means somebody everyone knows]
Time:4:30 pm.
so i'm in dallas and today i feel very accomplished. my stepmother and i went to the mall with my neice. we went to see santa!!! yay!we went shopping and picked up some movies.

so for the past week i have been saying that my neice (breeana) will be 3 in feb when in reality she will be 2 in jan but my heart just melts with her.

AND- diana (stepsister) introduced me as her sister. and that felt like a million $s.

nothing traumatic has happened as of yet. my mother doesnt belive anything will... but if i was so upset about the trip that has to mean something. i mean shit- i cried 2 days straight before i left.

dad is home now....
Comments: 1 texan - ride the south texas deathride.

Saturday, December 4th, 2004

Time:4:30 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
so today was a complete bitch.
i hate some people at work. i can't stand them. one snotty little blonde brat, and some guy who thinks i will just stand there and talk to him for 2 hours when im actually trying to get my fucking job done so i can get out of there.

i am just such a bitch right now. it feels like my head is swelling and i just want to scream and fight and throw a huge fit.

i have the next 2 days off. thank god. today the 6 hours i worked was just way too stressful.

i needed to call dad but i forgot why.

what i really need is to take a nap.
Comments: 1 texan - ride the south texas deathride.

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